A site where I write stuff that’s on my mind.
I had refused to write anything for a good while partially because I didn’t quite have anything to say that was positive or didn’t almost directly affect someone else. That’s not really something I wanted to do then since things were still pretty tender. Although I write these with the intent of just relieving my […]
The only happiness I feel anymore is when I’m stoned but afterwards I feel worse than I ever have and want to kill myself. I ride an intense high before sinking to rock bottom. No one knows I’m bad again, no one knows I’m doing worse than I was before. No one knows that I’m […]
I know I am broken when I look back at my past. I can catalog the people who have hurt me, whether they actually did or whether I made it up for whatever reason my twisted mind created, I have a history of crawling back to them. I am so lonely and unable to make […]
Alcohol Burns my throat My head spins Sun setting He kisses me No please He’s on top of me The moon is out I can’t move I can’t think He pushed his tongue in my mouth I pushed my head to the side He didn’t stop, Held my wrists above my head Kissed from my […]
On the floor she cries Under a blanket she hides It feels so bad He was a cad Her heart was breaking Her body shaking
Alcohol burns my throat My head spins Sun setting He kisses me No please He’s on top of me The T.V blaring I can’t move I can’t think He shoved his tongue down my mouth I pushed my head away He didn’t stop held my wrist together above my head kissed down my neck to […]
I feel after I’ve made my 2016 recap post I’ve said all there is to say about what I’ve been and am still currently going through. I’m sure I’m the only one that’s read it, and that’s alright because it was really only intended for me. I keep waking up every morning with this naive […]
Disclaimer: This is a very long post, and breaks a lot of previous rules I have set in place for myself to avoid talking about specific situations and specific people. I need to vent and my feelings towards a certain person or situation may not be exactly as written here this is just how my […]
God it’s almost frightening how similar my thoughts and feelings are to things I have written in the past. Here’s the post I made April 3rd, 2013. I suppose I’m stuck in a rut, a never ending cycle that will happen to me every couple of years. I sure hope not, but we’ll see. A […]
I’ve recently come to notice a reoccurring pattern in my life. There will be things and people I find who I love and care about so intensely that they start to become an obsession. A crush in some cases, but this isn’t exclusive to only crushes. There will be a person, an event, or even just […]
