Alcohol
burns my throat
My head spins
Sun setting
He kisses me
No please
He’s on top of me
The T.V blaring
I can’t move
I can’t think
He shoved his tongue down my mouth
I pushed my head away
He didn’t stop
held my wrist together above my head
kissed down my neck to my chest
I wanted to speak
to move
I was frozen in place
his hands in my hair
to my body they move
lower and lower he goes
I let out a gasp
I push him off
I can’t let him do this
I knew him,
he wasn’t a stranger,
A best friend in fact,
now my worst nightmare,
I feel so weak,
broken,
how m I supposed to deal with this?
I can’t sleep right,
how do I breathe,
I can’t.
I can’t even breathe
He stole what once was beautiful
and turned it to darkness
now I’m not sure
Life will ever be the same