Nightmare Reality


On the floor

she cries

Under a blanket

she hides

It feels so bad

He was a cad

Her heart was breaking

Her body shaking


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I hate it, His face, His voice, I hate that I still recognized him, I hate that I let you use me, Most of all I hate that I couldn’t say what I’ve been meaning to say after all these years, I’m still the small girl I once was around you  

It’s not that I don’t have words to say I just don’t want to be the one that speaks them To say that I’m currently in a funk would be an extreme understatement. I haven’t felt this awful since probably well maybe since 2016? And oh boy was that a horrendous year. Is this year

If you’re going to act like I don’t exist, please at least be consistent. I keep getting worse, better again, and then even worse than the last time. I’ve refused to talk about the things that are upsetting me because well partially because I don’t even know how to put all this garbled mess of