A site where I write stuff that’s on my mind.
It’s been really difficult trying to get back into writing again. I don’t know what it is. Perhaps my attention span isn’t nearly what it used to be or maybe I just haven’t been as emotionally “activated’ to write something. I’m not entirely sure. Like with the last post, I was clearly upset with the […]
It’s been a while since the last time I wrote a post. I suppose I have just been trying to “participate.” Most of the time this blog is meant as a way for me to try and articulate my goals, wants, and desires and vent about the moments where I am otherwise failing or struggling […]
Something that was brought up in therapy either last weekend or the one before was that as of late I’ve been spending a lot of time solely focusing focusing on the now, today. I’ve always used to be someone who heavily clung onto past events to the point that it was definitely a detriment to […]
So this is going to be a first, I’m going to try and redo a post. Well more so I’m replacing in spirit a post that I’m hoping no one had the opportunity to read because with all that’s going on I knew I was very emotionally sensitive and a lot of fears that certainly […]
Depending on the day or even just how I’m feeling that hour, I will either tell you that I am an emotional mess or an emotionless zombie. There was rarely an in-between. I still feel I am often on one side or the other, but it would be invalidating to the actual work I’ve put […]
Something that came up in my last session which I suppose I had to accept as a certain possibility is that perhaps I haven’t gotten “better” over these years. Not really in the way I had hoped at least. It seems obvious just hearing out loud but it’s not something I still fully grasped yet. […]
This might be another weird one folks so fair warning. I’ve been listening to one of my newest favorite playlists. It was one made for me, by someone I’m already caring a whole lot about, so of course it’s going to hold a special place in my heart. And one song in particular spoke to […]
This site’s posts and, by extension, my life has many recurring themes and words that have held this negative connotation because of my past experience with them. And I’m rarely ever nostalgic during moments where I’m enjoying the present very much. There’s usually a reason why I’m looking back and it’s usually because I enjoy […]
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It’s going to be rather difficult to discuss anything about the past few weeks because I was and still am in a dark place which is why I still need to at least vent about the circumstances, though I’d prefer to steer away from any details. I apologize if any come out though I am […]
