This one’s probably going to be a very unconventional post. I have no morale or lesson learned I just today as of when I’ve begun writing this post saw on spotify the option to see your year wrapped. And going through that really felt like going back to like individual moments of this year. And […]
Author Archives: Tristanjmnz
This Year in Retrospect (2019)
This is apparently the fourth year round that I’ve continued this “series.” Even stranger to think it’s been a whole six and more years since I’ve created this site. Time is certainly a frightening concept to think about, the further you expand your view of your past and time you see more of all the […]
I Want You Around
I want to write something but going on a third post mentioning moving on in a row isn’t ideal, even though technically this is me doing that but instead I’d like to talk about the exact opposite. I grabbed an old post so it’s, unfortunately, outdated but it’s about the future. Knowing me I’ll still […]
Ask Me Anything
I haven’t had a whole lot of inspiration to write lately. While not my greatest work, I was still fairly proud of my last post. Mostly because I was able to elaborate more effectively these ideas I wanted to portray and touch upon regarding the book or my associations to its content than I’ve been […]
Looking For Alaska/Moving On and Accepting Loss
God I have been waiting for this for so long.. Ever since John Green had been posting youtube videos of the filming of The Fault in Our Stars back in 2014-2015 and mentioned that a film adaptation of my actual favorite John Green book was in the works. Not that I wasn’t excited for that […]
Embracing What Makes You Happy (Part 1?)
There has been a lot of negativity in my past couple of posts. Partly because I’ve been hit with the most intense depressive phases I’ve ever had to deal with, I was learning to finally be comfortable with certain good-byes, and how to say them without having to rid those people from your lives entirely. […]
My Personal Dichotomy (Pt. 2) — And then some more rambling
Recently the motivation to write for me has been almost non-existent. I’m writing this now more to try and aid that process of well, processing my feelings. And that is exactly what I have been doing and am still doing so don’t expect this post to be very focused (as if any of them are.) […]
Eleven O’ Clock (My Crazy Ex-Girlfriend Appreciation Post and Other Bullshit)
Well I kind of figured this was already the case a long time ago but it turns out Crazy Ex-Girlfriend is definitely my “new” comfort show, after re-watching through it another time in what will be a series of several rewatches. I’ve needed the extra comfort, as it’s been a fucking hectic and hard time […]
Swimming Against the Tide
In Response to “Missing a Feeling”: Coincidentally soon after writing that post about being upset with how actions I did in my own process of trying to deal with my feelings were being met with retaliation from someone I haven’t talked to since like a whole other lifetime ago, they did exactly what I asked […]
Missing a Feeling (Warning: Long Post)
I had a few more positive posts lined up pretty much almost completed, one about how it’s weird and kind of nice to have future plans and an actual goal I’m working towards and the other about my complicated relationship with making so many associations with people and events with the media I consume. It […]