Threshold
I had refused to write anything for a good while partially because I didn’t quite have anything to say that was positive or didn’t almost directly affect someone else. That’s not really something I wanted to do then since things were still pretty tender. Although I write these with the intent of just relieving my […]
I was Never Better
The only happiness I feel anymore is when I’m stoned but afterwards I feel worse than I ever have and want to kill myself. I ride an intense high before sinking to rock bottom. No one knows I’m bad again, no one knows I’m doing worse than I was before. No one knows that I’m […]
There is no Escape
I know I am broken when I look back at my past. I can catalog the people who have hurt me, whether they actually did or whether I made it up for whatever reason my twisted mind created, I have a history of crawling back to them. I am so lonely and unable to make […]
Best Friend.
Alcohol Burns my throat My head spins Sun setting He kisses me No please He’s on top of me The moon is out I can’t move I can’t think He pushed his tongue in my mouth I pushed my head to the side He didn’t stop, Held my wrists above my head Kissed from my […]
Nightmare Reality
On the floor she cries Under a blanket she hides It feels so bad He was a cad Her heart was breaking Her body shaking
Bad
Alcohol burns my throat My head spins Sun setting He kisses me No please He’s on top of me The T.V blaring I can’t move I can’t think He shoved his tongue down my mouth I pushed my head away He didn’t stop held my wrist together above my head kissed down my neck to […]
Him
I hate it, His face, His voice, I hate that I still recognized him, I hate that I let you use me, Most of all I hate that I couldn’t say what I’ve been meaning to say after all these years, I’m still the small girl I once was around you
Undelivered Letters: Amy
Dear Amy, We never really got to talk much, which is really unfortunate but I also think it might have been for the best. We were both going through our own personalized hell during this time and we might not have been able to focus or deal with these things properly if we had. Well, […]
Undelivered Letters: Emily
Dear Emily, Oh man, it’s been a while since we’ve talked. Hasn’t it? Well, since we’ve talked regularly like we used to, that is. Let me just start off by saying you mean a lot to me and I miss you. Just in a “I really enjoyed the times we spent together, talked, and just […]
Passing The Time
I feel after I’ve made my 2016 recap post I’ve said all there is to say about what I’ve been and am still currently going through. I’m sure I’m the only one that’s read it, and that’s alright because it was really only intended for me. I keep waking up every morning with this naive […]